Title: Mystic Addiction
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2 BECOME 1, JUST LIKE OUR LOVE.

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Timothy.
Fang wu.
Cornelius.
Wee hoe.
Marcus.
Yang.
Hwee kiat.
Wei lun.
Teo xiang.
Vincent.
De song.
Feng yao.
Since God made the 12 of us in a team, it definitely has a reason why.
and that reason i'm not sure wad it is,
but i am certainly sure that tis friendship doesn just happen for no reason.
definitely gonna cherish wad we have now together as a team,
because you guys know, and i know, that after this competition, most of us will be going their own ways.
The bond we created out of such a short time, doesn come easy,
and therefore i have utmost confidence that we are gonna make it through the hardest times,
happily, and tgt as a team.
No matter where we might head next time, times would still be good when we meet up for basketball ok?
but for now, lets set our mind focused on what we shd do,
Tgt as a team, we went through the hardest times, happy times too,
Jiayou BA.






No Stealing.

TATS ME?? . . Has a lot of ideas
Difficult to fathom
Thinks forward
Unique and brilliant
Extraordinary ideas
Sharp thinking Fine and strong clairvoyance
Can become good doctors
Careful and cautious
Dynamic in personality
Secretive Inquisitive
Knows how to dig secrets
Always thinking
Less talkative but amiable
Brave and generous
Patient
Stubborn and hard-hearted
If there is a will, there is a way
Determined
Never give up
Hardly become angry unless provoked
Motivates oneself
Does not appreciates praises
High-spirited
Well-built and tough
Deep love




[X]-The Humble One-[X]


[X]-That's Us.-[X]



[X]-That's the best of Us.-[X]

its 3 am now, and i know my darling would be angry if she knows i haven sleep at this time...
hais, really miss her alot,
especially shes sick nowadays and i still have to F-ing go to work..
hope the toto 5 million is mine tomorrow...
den i will get married with her have kids and then no longer regret in life. :)
haha, and buy a pill and feed my kids so they grow up straight away and dun need us anymore,
den we can enjoy our life together forever. =D
hope she is sleeping well now, i know she misses me alot, like i do..
but we have no choice dun we?
i love you darling.





Work has been heavy on my shoulders,
but if i just complain and whine,
won i be such a pussy?
this is only the beginning i told myself, things are going to get harder soon,
but, when things get harder, its a chance to prove how far u can go, frankly speaking, i have already lost the sick feeling of going to work now, i began to like my job now.
this is the weird thing when we work in the service industry, when u use your heart to serve a customer,
they feel happy, and from that smile onwards, clinching the deal becomes secondary..
when i started this job, i get pissed off when some customers ask alot and den say ok nvm...
but actually, i feel that its a kind of attitude u put into your work..
therefore, rather than just promoting my products first, i first think of how to chat up the customers...
today, i served a caucasian lady but she wasn here to buy anything at all, she just wanted to ask some problems about her camera..
my colleaugues gave her the face...den i went to help her, it was a very simple thing, but the lady gave a very heartwarming smile and said thank you.
though its nothhing, i felt very happy seriously.
and we even chatted awhile..she is almost 70 and she still travels around the world, she told me her next stop would be barcelona...and i told her that would be a very nice place, she said i will have the chance to head there too next time. :)
i thank her for that :)
i really like service alot. i do.

many things went through my mind today while i was on the bus..
have been really down these days..
life is very hard for me man..
or shd i say i haven been able to enjoy the life i once had, the life when i didn need to plan or think,
just spend every cent i had,
get the things i want, buy shoes like drink water...
but now.
its been a long time since i got my basketball shoes didn i?
wad its like to wear a new shoe, to wear something i really like,
go to any resturant and eat wad i want,
its been a long time since i fed my cravings also?
been shutting down all good thoughts in my mind cos i know it cant happen, for now.
i am so tired of life man,
why am i not born with a silver spoon in my mouth?
why does the world have something like "save money" ??
why do i have to eat alone?
why do i have to slog like a dog?
why cant i enjoy life?
why cant i have a better family?
why cant i be like my other friends?
why do i have to sit alone and munch on some pathetic bread?
why cant i buy anything i like?
why do i have to wear my uniform take a pathetic bag and sit on the bloody crowded bus?
why ??????!!!!!!
so many whys in my mind... haha...
juts some negative thoughts...
well i have declared myself the ultimate saver ...have nvr scrimped and save like this in my life b4...
everyday i spend 5 dollars for meals and carry a big water bottle to work(sounds like a foreigner who came to SPORE to work..)
and i eat one meal everyday, meal must be full of rice cos i need to tide for quite some time...
and for supper, i bought my favourite instant noodles cos they were on offer at ntuc..so that every night when i go back home, i get to eat something...at least something i like to eat..
my shoes are broken, my pants running out...
saw many many things i like, but i just saw it, from outside...
nvr liked window shopping ever, but now, window shopping is wad i do :)
cos i know one day, i will be able to walk in every shop and get what i want.
I am not pathetic, dun get the wrong idea, i am strong.
i can say not many people can endure a life like me, i know how it feels to live on the edge of lives.
but i know i am very fortunate already, many ppl are suffering more than me, i am considered pine nuts to them. :)
its very tough on me...i nvr had to live like this, but i am happy in a sad state,
at least i know the hard work i put in is gonna pay off(i hope)
when i hit the rocks, i always tell myself..
" for our future, for our future, all for our future."
tats wad made me move on man.
i tink i have matured alot from last time, i learnt to take it like a man.
i have learnt to envy people, because if u dun envy, wad your friends have, u will definitely want it.
my friends are all rich like KCUF...maybe not rich, but they can get wadever they want, good phones, nice clothes, gadgets...and travel to places they want to go..
but like my mum said, "u have a long way, things will come only when u work hard for it, things u worked hard for is much much more than what people gave you."
my mum is the most responsible woman i have seen in my life, she is also the strongest i have seen, i respect her the most.
she taught me alot, even that i am not like other teenagers my age, i dun wan to be pathetic, i want to be string and provide for myself and my family, all the things i have, not a single cent came from my parents, because i want everything to be by myself, and so i will be proud of it.
though lifes truly hard for me now, but i stick to my mummy's teachings to guide me through.
at many times when i crossed the roads..i was just wishing something could end all these.
but i know its very irresponsible if it really happened.
for now, my only motivation my darling, she is the reason why i am working so hard for, to provide for her, to give her the best life. i really hope i can, and if i don't i hope she doesn blame me.
and also my family.
both of them are my life now.

DARLING I MISS YOU.
this has been that same sentence going through and through my mind today while i was at work.
i really miss her and today was the first day since i have been together with my wife that we didn meet.
but we went through it didn we?
we dun worry about not seeing each other, only worry about how each other is doing..
even if we dun see each other, our hearts meet every moment.
i am going to send her to school in the morning tmr :)
i cant wait to let her rest in my arms :)
and the fragance of her hair blown to my face,
her soft hands i am eager to feel,
her lips so sweet i dun wanna miss.
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work was GOOD i suppose?
i met deborah once i started work and that's a good thing i guess?
haha,
and i made sales of 1.3k today.. ;D;D
but only 600 belong to my product, the rest i help ppl sell de :)
hope tmr would be better!
need to sleep now, cant be late tmr.

tmr is the start of my new job,
somehow i shd feel quite eager and excited,
sure i felt like tat when i was being hired by them at first..
but after such a long drag, i dun feel like working..
not because i am lazy,
and its because i dun bear to be away from my darling for so long...
our time has become very limited,
i already miss her now when i am just back from her home.
we said bye just now with tears in our eyes, we know we could not see each other like before,
i am very sad now, i have no motivation to work anymore,
i just want to be with her,
darling, those steps down the staircase were very heavy, i didn want to go home, i wanted to hug u forevermore.
my heart sank, i just cant bear to let her take care of herself these days..
we see each other everyday and we already feel its not enough,
wad more miss other for a few days?
i cant think of how would i live without her,
her presence is like oxygen,
with less oxygen, i find it hard to breathe,
i really miss her.
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I love you Darling .

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